He's dead
and before he died
his life was nothing but loneliness
alleviated by bouts of heavy
drinking and music
shouting in his head. Tchaikovsky
is dead. He drank a glass
of unboiled water
although some say
a scandal ended in suicide.
What would you do if Tchaikovsky
lived?
Would you step on someones ballet
shoes?
They belong to a famous dancer
with music shouting
inside his head. Sometimes I wonder
why you listen
to opera and say it's like listening
to voices
raised from the dead
when lamentations I know Tchaikovsky
composed the Sixth
Symphony.
He called it pathetic
which is a problem some say
it is more like the torment that arrives with grief.
I could cry myself to sleep
and still,
you shy away from entering my dreams.